Tuesday, March 10, 2009

XVII. Jen

I finally found my ugliness in you.
For thirteen years, it hid behind your smile
But I never look under things
Thirteen chances I got for free,
I'll pay forever for the fourteenth.
And these forty nights of fitful sleep are my down payment.

Don't break hearts, I was told.
I never thought I was strong enough,
But I was 7 when I left,
And my hands grew this big in time.
I find I'm not that weak, you know.

2 comments:

  1. It wasn't weakness but callousness that was the problem.

    On another note, I like this.

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  2. It's better if I could read it to you...

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